Friday, May 12, 2006
devastation
i remembered the times.
i really do.
or shud i actually forget them?
they are happy, if you are gone, why bother?
they will turn bitter.
myy memories of you will turn bitter.
bitter-sweet.
thinking of them,
my tears seep out of my eyes.
i wept as i had late into the night.
nobody noticed nobody at all.
you did not EVEN asked if anything is wrong.
myy world is crushed.
all thanks to you.
happy now?
got me so deep just to drown me.
any idea how deep i went?
so deep it hurts.
i see scars on myy hand, my arm.
will i see new ones soon?
i made a big mistake
having you in my life.
that sux.
you hurt me real deep.
really hurt now.
dun talk to me due to obligation
DON'T.EVER.DO.THAT.
don't ever.
i tell you.
5:17 PM